Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Instrumental of the day

LOCATION:WITHIN from GAS'D on Vimeo.

My new favorite Artist

So I got on youtube today, and discovered a gifted woman, and she is simply amazing...she inspired me today. I hope to meet her someday. Listen for yourself. This is my song of the day!

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

All Glory be to God

This was a free style I did one day to a Illa J production I found on Youtube. I hope those who come across this, will enjoy it. Keep in mind its just a freestyle...so don't critic the lyrics...lol

Little Dragon & Afta-1 Fortune Remix...Gotta love it


Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Waking up today, I had much on my mind. Thinking about where I've come from and where I want to go. Life is about choices that make our lives better. For some, its the choice of moving to a new place and starting fresh. For others, it can be simply cutting out bad habits and taking on a more spiritual walk, in any religion.
Today I woke up remembering when I was faithless...to agnostic...to Christian. Its been an interesting walk...and I know that throughout life with all its twists and turns, I will continue to soul search. As far as my choice of the day is concerned: I will continue to have faith, continue to pray and wait for a better life for EVERYONE on earth.
What made me this thought resonate with me more so than ever, was because of a paper I read in class, from a classmate of mine. I don't remember her name, but she seems to be such a polite, well spoken, and well educated girl. Its hard for me to believe that a person with such a kind heart and so intelligent, can have no spiritual lifestyle or no belief. She is faithless. In other words, Atheist.
Its funny how she believes we're all just some scientific entity with no connection to any God, and that the world just became.
How is it that we as humans, have the ability to feel, express, have personality and passion and desire..but not be connected to a God? Evolution did not create our personalities...evolution played no part in anything with who I am as a person. Of course upbringing and influences from society shape humans, but when it comes to whats in us, past our organs...its something deeper. Something that makes us thrive for more...I know its a God..and as funny or strange as it is, I see it in this girl in my class.
She empathizes so much on scientific answers for everything on this earth..but what she fails to realize is that science is from God. He created it...and she argued that there is no proof of any God or anything linking scientifically to the Bible, she even spoke on how God is responsible for more murders than any abortion clinic.
I almost wanted to stop reading her paper..but I wanted to try and understand why she feels the way she does. Thought I still can't understand why she questions so much, I realized someone who doesn't understand, will naturally ask questions. Its in our nature to wonder why things are, the way they are. I personally believe, that it takes a even smarter person to have faith and believe, whether is proof or not. Yes, there is truth to science...and sometimes things may not make sense...but if we can believe in science, based on research, why can't we believe in the stories left behind by our ancestors? If they bared witness...especially. Who invented science? Certainly not man. My ending thought is this: I'd rather go through life believing in God--and then die and learn there is no God...RATHER than going through life, not believing in God, and then die, only to discover later that there is God...Think about the choice you make. God GRANTED us the ability to learn about Him, and the ability to accept him or not. In the end, your choice affects your life and your chances of being in the after life in Heaven with God.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Thankful ness

Well, what can I say..He's been such a major part of my life, as of recent. I pushed Him away for the longest. Denying Him was so stupid of me...but I guess its the Human in me..
I had to be convinced through my pain of missing my Grandparents. I know they live through me, because I hold them in my heart. I love them so much. Even though I wish I could have had them in my life a lot longer...Im so grateful to have had them at all. I just wish my youngest brother could have had them longer, and my middle brother.
They are such a big part of who I am today. Im so Thankful to call them my Grandparents. Thankfulness is all I can feel when I think of them, and the lives they lived. God is Good...ALL THE TIME

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

my 1st blog ever

Im welcoming myself into this thing called blogging. Im use to myspace and facebook...and I'll admit..I even started to twitter...but now I want to be a part of the real deal...BLOG...so here I go...